{"product_id":"ill-be-awesome-tomorrow-a-memoir-of-chasing-perfection-and-letting-go-paperback","title":"I'll Be Awesome Tomorrow: A Memoir of Chasing Perfection and Letting Go - Paperback","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eMarian Sandmaier\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eMarian Sandmaier's memoir is a provocative anti-self-help prescription-a bold argument for letting go of the seductive, perilous pursuit of perfection.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFrom the time she was eight years old, Marian Sandmaier was fixated on one shining goal-to make herself perfect. She had no interest in tweaks or enhancements: Her ambition was to achieve a full-on personality transplant, exchanging an awkward, uncertain girl for a young goddess who was wildly charming and totally immune to rejection. Over the next fifteen years, Sandmaier's ceaseless efforts to hold herself to this impossible standard led to a destructive intimate relationship and an ever-deepening sense of failure. She would be perfect, damn it-or die trying.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eI'll Be Awesome Tomorrow\u003c\/em\u003e is a searingly honest account of one woman's relentless struggle to be flawless-and to finally feel worthy of love. But it also traces what comes after: the author's slow, strenuous, and ultimately lifesaving work of facing her past and welcoming back her banished self. For anyone who has ever sought to be exemplary-in one's career, body, personality, or relationships-to the point of exhaustion, this memoir shows that you can choose a gentler, more self-embracing path.\u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 318\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.71 x 8.5 x 5.5 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e September 15, 2026\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52734604902674,"sku":"9798995723806","price":22.63,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0941\/2211\/5346\/files\/4qxh_mUZCd9798995723806.webp?v=1790196673","url":"https:\/\/ckbookstore.net\/products\/ill-be-awesome-tomorrow-a-memoir-of-chasing-perfection-and-letting-go-paperback","provider":"CK BOOKSTORE","version":"1.0","type":"link"}